Today Ms Loh walked into the classroom and flipped through the econs test paper. Then she said the terrifying words "I think everyone failed." I stared at her. Oh my goodness... Then she began giving out the papers, but when she got to my script, she said "Oh, i forgot to total up your marks." Then she finished giving out the rest and began to total up my results.

I was looking at Wenqi's script. Then Ms Loh said something like "Oh wait, we have a pass here and topping the class too!" Hee~ I can't believe I topped the class for the econs test, with a score of 21/30. =)

Anyway, I checked my posting today. I got into Meridian Junior College. I felt sad leaving TPJC, really, I do. Today, I had 'brunch' with Wenqi, Elga and Young Chiang at a nearby hawker centre. Then when we were going to part, it was so sad.. I really didn't feel like leaving them at all.

I went home, mapled and slept. At 5pm, I went to Tampines Library to return some books, read for awhile there, met Christopher and his friends, then I left for home. While walking home from the bus stop, I suddenly felt very depressed, for reasons I wish not to divulge.

I was walking very slowly along the road. I felt like crying, but the tears won't come. I didn't feel like going home then. I passed my house and went on walking down the road aimlessly. Alone. The sky was clear and cloudless and a wonderful shade of blue. As I trudged along the lone path, hearing the crisp crunch of fallen dried leaves on the ground, I felt so.. empty.. so alone and so depressed. Why? Why do I feel like this?

As I walked on, the sky gradually turned from that beautiful blue to a darker shade of midnight blue.. and finally to black. My mind was a total blank as I continued to walk. The cresent moon stood out in sharp relief against the darkening evening skies. And I walked on...